First off: apparently I never posted last week. Sorry for that! Long story short, I was up and it was awful.
So here's this week:
Loss this week: -1.5
Total lost: 17.4
I've been feeling really down about this whole thing. The last month I've been . . . let's just say I haven't been as dedicated with my food choices. And the scale has shown that too. And I felt like there was just no way I could ever make this goal. I really kind of lost my faith in this miracle.
But I had a discussion with a friend. And I realized, I'm not that behind. I need to be down 25 pounds by my three month mark. That's much more reasonable - I can do that! and remember, this is a MIRACLE I'm asking for. Literally. So even if I doubt my own ability, I don't CAN'T doubt His ability.
So with all that, I've recommitted myself. I can do this. I will pray more. I will exercise more (ooh, I just got a new treadmill, for free, and it's AWESOME!! I've totally run more in the last week than I had in the last 4 months!) And He will help me for this.
(but I'm kind of worried, I just lost another point in my daily total. Eep! But no, I CAN DO THIS!!!)